today is sunday.

today is sunday such an awesome day. we got the opportunity to attend church and it was awesomeee. i really liked it and i learned a lot of new things. i really like our new ward there is so many nice people.
after going to church we came back home and jazlynn and i were pooped so took a nap lol. and we woke up to some yummy yummy hot dogs. we all got to eat together and now we r watching a movie i couldnt ask for more in a sunday. i love spending time with my wonderful family.
idk what i would do without them. my husband is the best and i cant see myself going a day without him, my daughter is wonderful all around, and i just love all my family.
to me it was a wonderful sunday couldnt have ask for more.

Memory Lane!

the other day i came across a little memory card for a phone so i slipped it into our phone and omgosh that little memory card brought so many memories. i couldn't all the pictures of jazlynn we had in there and didnt even know it, there was even pictures of me and mike when we were skinny lol. but anyway it just made me remember when my jazzy was a little tiny baby and when i was pregnant and feel her move all over the place. its amazing how tiny she used to be and to me she is still is tiny but compared to before she was huge.

this picture was from the day before i had her i was so humungo it is insane how big i got, but i wouldn't trade that feeling for anything in the world. i remember when she would move around it felt so amazing and seeing her was awesomeee. i loved being pregnant it is the best feeling i have ever felt in the world.

lol this picture she had bald patches everywhere don't you just love it. she is so beautiful. she was a lot fatter when she was tiny too now as shes growing and getting taller shes also getting skinnier. i loved when she was a little tiny thing because she would actually let me take pictures of her and now its like one in a million when i get a good picture of her. i love my baby girl. its so crazy how quickly they grow one blink of an eye they're a little fetus and the next blink they are 4 months away from being 2years old. 

Las Vegas!

This is where I'm from where I grew up, when we moved to Alaska it was very hard to just let go I mean It's a lot different here in Alaska lol. I like it here, but I just feel like its not the place for me. I miss the warm weather believe it or not. I know a lot of people think I may be crazy for wanting to go back, but I want to go back. I miss the city and a Target or Wal-mart being 5 minutes away there's a lot of things I miss about Vegas.

People say that Alaska is a better place to raise a family and I agree, but I also think that raising a family depends on you and your spouse not on where you live. But anyway I like Alaska it is so beautiful seeing the mountains so close and seeing animals I've never seen before.

I went from living in a big city to living in a small town and now going back to my city, but at least now I know It's not that hard to adjust to living in a small town except the whole store thing lol

I can't wait to get back home I will be so happy.

When we moved to Palmer I cried half the plane ride over here and probably for a week after that and now I hate to see that my husband is going to go through the same thing, but like he told me once in the end someone will end up losing whether it be him or myself or his family or my family. We care about everyone. We love both of our families and this wasn't easy.

All I can say is I loved Alaska and I'm happy I was able to experience it.

Sisterhood!

I decided to blog about this because not to long ago my older sister and I had a feud going on one that should've never happened. We told eachother some things that should've never been said. Sometimes I wonder what is the cause of siblings fighting. Are my sister and I the only ones who fight? Sometimes I sit and think and I want to be close to my older sister. I've told her before as much as we fight in the end we both know we are sisters and we both know we love eachother. I hate to hurt my mom when we fight and I hate to fight with someone I should be closer to than anybody.
Now that I live in Alaska I know everything that I'm missing. I wish I could be there to hang out with both my sisters and just have fun together. Sometimes I look at my sister-in-laws and I see the older one being rude to the younger one and then the younger one gets sad and I hate seeing that between them but in the end they always talk and get over it and that's is a problem that me and Yaya have when we get mad at eachother we get mad for a long time.
My mom told me that we should be closer than ever because if us four don't have eachothers backs then who will. We have to stick together and get over our differences. I just want to say I love both of my sisters and I hope to see them soon. :] It's just us now they are all I have and I know my two sisters, mommy, hubby, jazzy, and axel will always be the ones who care about me the most. I love them so muchhhh.

Thankful Thursday

So I have a friend on facebook who is the one who got me into blogging. She does thankful thursdays so I thought it would be a good idea to copy her a little bit. :] I guess I should start telling you what I am thankful for on this wonderful thursday.

• I am thankful for this wonderful daughter I have sitting in front of me. There's days where she makes me want to pull my hair out, but most of the time she makes me laugh. Jazzy you are the best.
• I am truly grateful to have a hard working husband like the one I have. He busts his butt everyday and still comes home and pays us all the attention in the world. I love you babe.
• Thankful for my sisters and mommy because if it weren't for them I really don't know where my level of sanity would be at this moment. 
• And I am most def. grateful for the roof over my head and the food I receive on my plate every single day.

So on that note these are the things and people I am thankful for on this thursday. Until next time. goodbye.

It's been awhile!

Yesterday my husband got out of work at seven pm. I got the opportunity to pick him up which was awesome because I've never picked him up from work before and seeing his face was priceless. After I picked him up he got dressed because he comes out all BLOODY from work. Ewww. Anyway he got dressed and we went to eat dinner, it was an awesome feeling to be able to sit there and talk with no worries in the world not having to deal with the little one. :) After eating dinner we went to go watch a movie. We watched Rise of the Planet of the Apes. That movie was amazing those apes took over let me tell ya. Last night was amazing and I truly can't wait to do it again. I've gotta say that the best part of our date night would have to be the kisses and hugs we shared in between everything else. I love my husband soo much. It had been so very long since the last time we spent some alone time. Is it just us? Does anyone else wish they could have more alone time with their hubby's?

Awesome Movie!

September 9th,2011

Work & DayCare

This family is the reason I live, the reason I've made the decisions I've made, this family is my everything. My husband and daughter mean the absolute world to me. A few days ago I started working at a day care which is pretty cool because I get to take Jazlynn with me, but I've been a stay at home mom for over a year now which means I'm the only one Jazzy ever sees and she's ALWAYS with me and nobody else. The first day they said she pretty much cried herself to sleep which really makes me sad I just hate seeing her like that. I like work and I enjoy being with the little kids, but my daughter seems to not be liking it as much. I kinda feel like Jazzy might be annoying the girls who take care of her, but my baby doesn't know any better. I just want her to get used to being there and start opening up more to other kids. Yesterday the minute she noticed where she was at she started balling her eyes out and it was the same thing today. I get to work with the three year olds and I love them they are so funny and loving. In a way I feel stuck because I want to work and I like it there, but leaving her there crying in the morning just makes me cry and makes work harddd. I'm hoping she will adjust quickly and begin to like the other kids. It's only been a week since we started work & day care so we will see how it goes, but I'm hoping she will start doing better. I love my Jazzy so much all I want is for her to be happy. What would you guys do if you were in my shoes?