Homesick...

           Today i feel a little homesick. I miss my mom and my sister oh so much. I really can't wait to see them in a few more days its gonna be awesome. Today I've been cleaning all day and listening to my mexican music lol. And well it reminds me a lot of when I used to see my mom cooking and cleaning all the time. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and not have neglected and been so rude to her. I miss sitting on the couch when she would come home from work and just talking to her. I miss her being on my butt all the time when i was doing something "wrong" with Jazlynn. She's just the best mom all around. Moving to Alaska has been so tough my mom so helpfull in so many ways. I miss you mommy.
       Maricela is to much she was my pain when I was at home atleast that's what I saw her as sometimes, but now I look back and remember everything she did for me and how much time we spent together. Now I spend my days alone with Jazlynn. I look back at the times we would just sit in the room and watch Jersey Shore together or just talk about nothing. She's the funniest person I know I just miss seeing her every single day. It sucks that I took my loved ones for granted and now I'm here missing them.
          I know there will be many days I will miss them and they will be in my mind and heart every single day. And I know that right now we must stay in Alaska.

Most Beautifull woman on EARTH

Awesome Sister and Best Friend

 

 

 

Our trip to Mexicali <3

I just hope they know how much I miss them, love them, and appreciate their love and support. And I've gotta say i miss Axel a lot too. Miguel and I sit and talk about him all the time and how we used to be so close to him. I love him so much. He's the best little boy I've ever met he might be kinda lazy and to much of a gamer but I still love him and miss him.